The Vacuum – Artists Putting Themselves Out There

Prologue: What is this all About?

Edit Inclusion, 24 March 2010.
I was thinking about what I had written here, in this post.  I’m not changing anything because I feel what I have said is important, in support of the entire Artist and Photographer community.  Why?

Here’s why it is important.  While it may seem, on the surface, that I’m upset that people did not respond to my personal ‘press release’ about a project I had released to the world, that is not the case.

OF COURSE, getting little notice is disheartening, but I can live with that.  I have lived with that, but I go on, and I do the next project, and the next, and the next whether I get noticed or not.

  • No, lack of PERSONAL PATS ON THE BACK is not the main issue in this post.

What is important here, is the fact that Artists and Photographers don’t often get notice, through proper feedback and response for their creative works.  The ‘personal pats on the back’ is different from getting feedback for creative work that took a lot of time, efforts, energy, and resources.  Feedback is ultimately necessary for creatives:  Without it, we have no way to gauge if we are doing things in the right direction; if we are growing; and if we are improving.

Creating the work is only Step One in the life of a creative.  The next step (Step Two) is the step where creatives release their work out into the world for showing; for seeing; for review; for feedback; for learning and educating themselves.  And, believe it or not, for survival:  Yes, for survival as a working artist, we need our work to be acknowledged, and we need it to sell.  That is why it is so important to be one’s own best self-promoter because no one else in this world is going to do it for you!  That is unless you are one of the lucky few, maybe less than 1%, who are represented by art reps, or art galleries, who help the artist and photographer sell their works.  If you fall into the 99% ( just guessing on the percentage, but I bet I’m not far off ) who are on your own, as an independent business creative, then you need to be noticed:  Acknowledgement is not a want, it is a NEED!

My main point in this blog entry, is not about being pissed off that I didn’t get “Atta boys” for my new publication.  No!  The Main Point here is that my work was released to the world, and it got absolutely no feedback.  It is like my project ended at Step One.  No one gave any comments or reviews, or acknowledgements to allow my work to move forward into Step Two.

How can my work move forward without fuel (feedback) to help motivate me to grow?

It will grow:  My work will continue.  However, a creative’s life, my life as a creative, would be more enriched if I hear back from the people who view my work.    And that is why I decided to write this post.

So, when you continue reading the rest of this, and if you didn’t respond to all my efforts to self-promote my important project (important to me), don’t take my words personally.  It’s not about you and it’s not about me (in the BIG Picture of things), it is about the lack of notice and response that all too many creatives face in their efforts, which is really detrimental to their efforts to lead a creative-commercial life.

With that said, and if you want to continue to read the “rant” (the original rant) below, then please do so.  You may have some epiphany about how you interact with creatives when you see their works, and these works catch your eye, the art lifts your spirits, or the photographs bring wonderful visions to your mind.

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I must warn you at the beginning; this is a rant. If you wish not to read a rant, then please check back again, another day, when my mood has calmed, and the winds of discontent are long gone.

Hope in a dead man’s dream,
The sound of a bell
that will never ring,
You’re just wasting time.
Source:  Lamb of God, from “Foot to the Throat.”
FOOT TO THE THROAT

This Lamb of God song deals with something much different than what I’m talking about, but these few lines from that song, seem appropriate to my message today.

But first…some back-story.

PART I – ARTISTS PUTTING THEMSELVES OUT THERE FOR THE WORLD TO SEE

Brooks Jensen, a Fine Art Photographer, Publisher of LensWork Magazine and an avid Photo-Info-Podcaster, has said in his podcasts, on numerous occasions, that if you are an artist, then put yourself out there! If you produce work and want to be relevant, then you must release it to the world for others to see, (that’s a rough quote of his original, but the meaning is there).

I listen to Brooks a lot.  And, I also take what he says to heart.  He has several years more experience than I do in the world of Art Photography, and I am humble enough to know when to be quiet and listen, and learn.

Therefore, I took Brooks’ advice regarding a project I just recently completed and self-published as a Fine Art Photography eBook.  I produced it more in style as an eFolio, but in the raw sense of the technology, it is nonetheless, an eBook (note:  I use the terms eBook and eFolio interchangeably in this entry, although my project was more in lines with the presentation of an eFolio, but it was published using LULU.Com’s eBook format).

MY PHOTOGRAPHY PUBLICATION

The title of the photography project I just completed is, “SHELLS & SANDSTONE.”  This is a collection of 20 Black & White digital images, and the work contains text about the motivations behind these photographs, as well as a couple of pages about the equipment used to create the images.  In addition, I threw in the Artist’s Statement to tell about this collection of work and how the collection came about and progressed, including the idea-stage, planning the project, and the end results.  My Artist’s Bio comes at the end of the publication, because the key importance of this publication is the work, not my background.  This is how I think.

The “SHELLS & SANDSTONE” publication (eFolio) was the end product of close to one-years work.  Off and on, I worked on the photographs, the planning, the layout, and the editing for this Art eFolio.

Because Art Photographers also have to live, and make a living, I decided to embrace new technology and produce the project as an electronic product for commercial purposes (as well).  I decided on using the Adobe® Digital Editions (ADE) format for delivery and for reading this eBook.

Therefore, when someone purchases my product, they will be prompted to download Adobe® Digital Editions (if they don’t have it), and then the eProduct is downloaded into the ADE Library of “Purchased” works.  ADE, I would say, is very safe for the copyright owner of the work, and it is quite convenient for the purchaser of the product.  I like this technology!

To Recap so far…I mentioned that I had spent a lot of time, nearly one full year, to plan, to photograph, to edit, to work on layout, and to produce the “SHELLS & SANDSTONE” eFolio.

When my project was completed and finally published at LULU.Com for the world to see and purchase, the date was 11 March 2010, and I felt pretty good with the results. 

Thus, that was Part I of the project story:  My efforts in working to get the project done and published.

PART II – TOOT YOUR OWN HORN – SELF ADVERTISING!

Being cognizant that I would need to self-advertise, that was my next challenge.

Letting Yourself be Known is what most experts tell us to do, and this is extremely important for artists nowadays because the world is saturated with art and a sea filled with artists/photographers.

A good basic selling idea, involvement and relevancy, of course, are as important as ever, but in the advertising din of today, unless you make yourself noticed and believed, you ain’t got nothin’. ~ From: Leo Burnett ~

There’s very little instruction on selling ourselves with ease and sincerity. Somehow we think if we personalize our message or get too excited, we are not being professional, when in fact this is exactly what makes us effective self-promoters. ~ From: “Brag! The Art of Tooting Your Own Horn Without Blowing It” by Peggy Klaus ~

“Tooting your own horn” is not evil!  In fact, in today’s world an artist/photographer is likely to NEVER, EVER be seen, or noticed to any financially successful extent unless he or she goes about self-promotion.

You don’t have to be an egomaniac to self-promote, but you do need to be diligent and smart…If you want to be noticed, you need to self-promote, this is especially important for anyone swimming in the huge and crowded sea, known as the Arts’ Sector. ~ From:  Me! (aka, Nawfal Nur)

If you’ve done the work, then there is NOTHING wrong with letting people know that you have a product available on such-and-such a topic, for whatchamacallit purposes, and that it may be helpful or just plain aesthetically pleasing to have such a product in their collection/library/possession.

Getting people to listen and to respond to your self-promotion is the challenge!

PART III – THE VACUUM – UNANTICIPATED & UNEXPECTED RESULTS OF SELF-PROMOTION…LIKE VAPOR IN SPACE

The Vacuum – Unanticipated & Unexpected Results of Self-Promotion turn out to be like vapor in space.

If you don’t self-promote, few will know you exist.

If you self-promote, and there’s not one damned response to your self-promotion efforts, then what the hell does that mean?

Is it thus, meaningless dribble?

Are your efforts like lost words sailing forth upon the gusts of high-winds on a churning and bitter sea?  Is your self-promotion thus lost to the depths of hell, burning brightly as fodder for the hellish and embittered souls to trample and mock?

Do people who are family, friends and contacts not even want to spend a few seconds to give you an “Atta Boy!” to recognize your work?

I don’t know…

But here’s what happened.

A DAY IN THE LIFE OF…

On 11 March, after publishing my eFolio to LuLu.Com, I then proceeded to promote my project to the world; to let my family, friends, and contacts around the Internet know that I had just completed a Photography Project THAT WAS IMPORTANT TO ME!

That is the damned KEY PHRASE here!  This project meant a lot to me.  Therefore, I just ASSUMED (made an ass of me, I guess), that people on my radar would MAYBE, perhaps, perchance, possibly, want to spend 5-seconds on a note saying:  “Nawfal, Good Job!

That’s the thing:  I went to the boundaries of my self-promotion know-how (which may not be all that much, but I did what I could), to let people know that my project was finished and published and ready for sale.  However, no one could be bothered.

It is AMAZING to me that on places like FACEBOOK, that a contact or family member can do something STUPID with their Facebook Farm, or kill someone in Mafia Wars or whatever, AND THEY WILL GET SEVERAL COMMENTS OR “LIKES” from other contacts.

I am dumbfounded!  I am at a loss!

Sour Grapes?  Perhaps.

Was I asking for so much?  Did I want everything and the damned kitchen sink too?

NO!

I’m not greedy.  I’m not an egotist.  BUT I WAS NOT EXPECTING A SHUTOUT!  That’s like getting sucker punched.  Not one comment at all…nobody…nada…zilch…

Nobody acknowledged anything!  My words entered the vacuum of space and vaporized.

I have obviously failed Leo Burnett:  I have gone unnoticed and to my dismay, disbelieved!

Well, it wasn’t for the lack of trying, I know that for fact.  I gave my Nawfal Nur Photography blog an entry for my new project release:  It was my March 12, 2010 Blog entry.

I wrote a blog entry at my ‘BEHIND THE LENS’ WordPress blog telling my readers about my new publication.

I have FIVE (5) entries in my news feed at FACEBOOK!!! Not a single mention to any of these entries. BTW:  Only one of the entries was from my “what are you doing” blah, blah, blah space, while the others were feeds from Google, WordPress, Twitter, and BlogSpot.  My blog and twitter feeds come directly into FaceBook – I just set it up that way.

In addition, I believe I may have mentioned the new project release to a few people via., email, and Delicious.com.

What were the results (again) – Not . One . Damned . Response!

I’m really wondering what the hell is wrong with me?

Am I the strange one thinking that friends and family (and even contacts) may have the thought to give a two word reply to my news (i.e., “Good Job!”, or, “Congrats Nawfal!”).  Five words may be asking too much:  “I’ll check it out, Nawfal.”  I’d be fairly insane to believe that I could get seven words:  “Good Job Nawfal!  I’ll check it out!”

PART IV – THE AFTERMATH!

“What such sorrow does to the Artist’s soul…” ~ Me ~
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The energy it takes to get even a little notice of your artwork, today, sometimes reaches a point of confusion, frustration, and struggle, and takes a real toll on your spirit, and a little bit of wind out of your sails.

But never say never, and always keep up your fight to have your work be noticed, even in the face of great adversity and lost battles.

PART V – POSTLOGUE

I’m not in 5th-Grade expecting praise from friends and family.  That’s not my point here.  My post (here) is more self-reflective and philosophical in nature….really.

  • I’m wondering what I could have done differently in my self-promotion approach.
  • I’m wondering if I have been barking up the wrong trees with my networking and self-promotion energies.
  • BEFORE THIS, I thought telling contacts, friends and family was one of the best ways to get the word around that I had just produced a project that is important to me.  After all, if people on Twitter and Facebook can talk about what they are building on their farms, or all the other distractions available on Facebook, then why not offer up your business, personal, and professional achievements to get feedback.
  • *** There are three options that I know of at Facebook for your contacts to respond to what you post:  1) Comments; 2) The ‘Like’ Option.  Oh, and 3) There is a “Share” option.  Thus, if someone spends another few seconds, they could spread the word about your work, that is, if it were not too much trouble.
  • There are no lack of resources available at Facebook to respond to my five News Feed Entries, about my publication:  It would take someone two seconds to hit the “I Like” button.
  • Perhaps I’m expecting too much?
  • Would it have helped if I would have changed the focus of my project slightly.  Maybe if I would have focused on “Hot Bikini Babes with Shells & Sandstones”?  Do you think I would have gotten comments, feedback, and ‘Atta-boys’ with that subject?  I’m guessing, yes!  I have plenty of beaches here, maybe that will be the next project then!
  • My 17-year old daughter told me that I should stop holding everyone else to my personal standards. She knows me very well: What she means is that, she knows if I notice that a contact, friend or family member has just completed what they considered a major work, that I would spend the time to say “Good Job, Congrats!”, or some such note.  This also refers to my standard of responding within 24-hours to email!  Perhaps I need to listen to my very wise 17-year old:  I’d be so much less stressed out, that is for damned sure!
  • One more thing: I’m totally open to the idea that my new publication is no good!  Maybe the sight of it is just so totally repulsive that no one wanted to comment, “Like” or “Share It” with anyone else.  I am so open to that possibility, but I wouldn’t know that because I didn’t hear a word from anyone at the websites where I self-promoted my project.  After all, an artist or photographer MUST have feedback for their work, or how else will they know if they are on the right track, if they are improving, or if they, the creator, is needing to refocus.  Perhaps people don’t realize this?  Could’a be.
  • PLEASE NOTE:  My sarcasm, when I’m a wee-little bit pissed off, is very sharp!  I did give fair warning at the beginning not to read this if you wish not to read a rant!

BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT!

Perchance, that nobody at all saw my FIVE listings at Facebook regarding my new publication, nor did they notice the two blog entries at WordPress and BlogSpot, nor did they see my Twitter entry, or the entries at Google Buzz.  And perhaps nobody noticed that a search at GOOGLE using the words, “shells and sandstone”, comes up with my blog listed #3 on the 1st Page.  I can see how easy that would be to miss.

Yes, by chance, no one at all saw any of my efforts to tell the world that I had just completed something that was important to me.  My apologies in advance.  I have been totally off-track in my thinking and simply have persecution mania, for which I will need to sort out.

What was I thinking?  Silly me.

JUST A THOUGHT – A more serious note!

Please, if you peruse the Internet and see art work, or photography work that you like, spend a couple of minutes to let the artist/photographer know that you like their work. IF you think their efforts were worthwhile, or, that their artwork is important, then let them know.  You can choose your own words; however, the important point is just to make the effort.

It is difficult enough to live a creative life, to put your energy in work that you believe in and strives to express to an audience your personal and emotional-filled meaning.  If the artist does not get feedback, the job of being an artist takes on a new level of difficulty, not just doing the work, but living the creative life becomes more difficult and less fulfilling.

It is like the quote at the beginning of this entry:

Hope in a dead man’s dream,
The sound of a bell
that will never ring
You’re just wasting time.

God knows I don’t want to waste time.  Life is too short and time moves silently forward, ready or not.

A FEW SAMPLE PAGES FROM MY PROJECT

If you are interested, the following few photo-samples come from my “SHELLS & SANDSTONE” publication.  Oops!  I guess this is again, another attempt of unashamed self-promotion and I should probably be prepared for no response; however, I said “never say never” so that is what I’m saying now.

If you lasted all the way through this blog entry, and ended up at this point, then I must “Thank You” for your patience and wherewithal to endure my rambling and much heated rant.

SANDSTONE, NO160209-2, EDIT D, NNP

SANDSTONE, NO170209-1, EDIT C, NNP

SHELL, NO060209-1, EDIT D, NNP

SHELL, NO090209-6, Edit C, NNP

SHELL, NO090209-12, EDIT C, NNP

“THE END!”

TRAPPED



“Trapped” (© 2010)
A Collaborative Work

Nawfal Nur (Original Eye Photo)
Brittney Hamilton (Dark Artwork on this Photo)
http://luckywolf-13.deviantart.com/

Being Trapped
© Nawfal Nur (12 Feb 2010)

The sound of a heartbeat bounces off four walls,
and silently falls to the ground.
An ear hears no words,
but the torturous ringing of empty-blackness.
The eye sees nothing but a faint distant light, taunting,
but there’s no way out.
A mind void of senses goes slowly mad,
and thoughts bleed from the body and disappear into the growing-blackness.
Being Trapped
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Well, not the cheeriest of poems I’ve ever written, but fitting…it must fit the subject of the photograph. 

Is my poetry any good?  What a question to ask yourself.  I don’t know if these lines fit any formula of poetry, and I don’t really want to occupy my mind with formulas.

When I ‘visualize’ what “Trapped ” is, these are the thoughts, the visual words I see in my mind’s eye.

I want to thank Brittney for finding my Iritis Eyeball photograph at my blog.  She contacted me and asked if she could do one of her “Dark Art” pieces using my eyeball photograph.  After some emailing, it was agreed upon and she applied her skills, her genre (Dark Art) to my photograph, and the “Trapped” photograph (above) is the result.

I do appreciate that Brittney wrote to me to ask permission to do this collaborative work.  I commend her on that.  The results of this ended up well.

It is a sad note that both of us have had people use our images/artwork without asking permission.  It is difficult to tell if these ‘violators of copyright images‘ know that they are not supposed to use images made by other people.  However, if you see a © symbol, then the work is clearly unusable to anyone but the artist/photographer/author of the work.

However, if an image is in the public domain, or an image has an ‘open’ copyright that allows its use for specific purposes without asking permission, then that’s a different story.  This sort of usage freedom is what the Creative Commons copyright notice is for – to allow some freedom of usage of intellectual works.  BUT, THESE WORKS ARE ALSO CLEARLY MARKED WITH SPECIFIC COPYRIGHT SYMBOLS:

  • Attribution (CC-BY)
  • Attribution Share Alike (CC-BY-SA)
  • Attribution No Derivatives (CC-BY-ND)
  • Attribution Non-Commercial (CC-BY-NC)
  • Attribution Non-Commercial Share Alike (CC-BY-NC-SA)
  • Attribution Non-Commercial No Derivatives (CC-BY-NC-ND)

Go Here to find out more about the CC!However, often times, we artists/we photographers find our work being used without our permission, even though it is copy written, and has the usual © symbol attached to it:  That is not right – it is a violation of our intellectual property and our copyright.

  • So, what can you do, what should you do, what realistically can be done?

Pursuing such violations under whatever means available is often fruitless.  I don’t want to sound negative about this, but you must look at the economics of your work and its true market value.

If your original work isn’t valued beyond belief (i.e., Thousands of Dollars), then the legal costs of pursuing copyright violations would be enormous to the point of business breaking for most photographers.

This is not to say don’t pursue violations of your copyright, but in this day-and-age of royalty-free images going for a few cents per download, and a worldwide economy that has taken a major hit, a photographer would have to weigh the common sense and economics of pursuing copyright violations against them.  The easy to get MULTITUDES of digital images off the Internet has devalued the work of everyone out there who depends on sales for their living.

If it makes economic sense in your world, then have at it – go for the legal course of action.

If it is not feasible for you to take legal action, then try to reason with violators.  Perhaps they will remove illegal work if you send them an email notice.  If that doesn’t work, then perhaps a lawyer’s letter will have more bite to it.

To me, this is another form of “Being Trapped” – when there isn’t much you can do about something, even though you wish you could, and you know you are in the right!

You may be trapped between wanting to take some action to correct a wrong and set it right; and, not being able to take action because it would not be economically feasible.

After all, where will you end up if you choose poorly.  You could end up spending (or owing) several 10’s of thousand’s of dollars in legal fees (and how much time wasted) to save your photograph that may only have a shelf life worth $100.00 (maybe more, but probably less if the work was meant for a royalty-free micro-stock site)?

Enough joy about photography copyright violations.

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Again…

Please have a look at Brittney’s other work – she is talented.  Just click on her link under her name (above).

The 50th Merdeka, Vespa Scooter Convoy from Terengganu: A Photo-Essay of their Stop in Penang.

“The 50th Merdeka, Vespa Scooter Convoy from Terengganu: A Photo-Essay of their Stop in Penang.”

 

Story & Photos by Nawfal Nur

Copyright 2007

All Rights Reserved

 

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KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 94-BTL

Photo One: Yellow Scooter – Close-up of “vespa”, chrome trim and red light. The yellow paint was fairly dirty, so I took a tissue and wiped it down, and no one seemed to mind.  After all, the group had already traveled several hundred kilometers and a little dirt on the scooters would be natural.

KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 79-BTL

Photo Two: Orange Vespa with stormy sky in the background, Malaysian flag hanging down into the frame of this shot.

KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 83-BTL

Photo Three: KSK Member sitting on his Vespa and an array of other scooters around him.

KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 87-BTL

Photo Four: An elaborate eagle decoration on the front bumper of a Vespa scooter.

KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 112-BTL

Photo Five: A decorative hand-stamped chrome visor: The design is of a Vespa scooter.

KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 97-BTL

Photo Six: An Abstract shot of a pink Vespa’s front bumper and chrome horn covering.

KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 109-BTL

Photo Seven: An intimidating fixture of a Viking Warrior – Maybe it’s Thor!

KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 96-BTL

Photo Eight: This is the oldest Vespa in the group: It is a circa., 1964 Vespa scooter, in almost perfect condition.

KSK, Vespa Club, Frame 101-BTL

Photo Nine: Just me adding a little “bling” to the shot, by using a ‘lens’ effect to highlight the Malaysian flag. The light falloff was expected; and this shot I took from standing in the first lane of traffic between short pauses in the zooming by of vehicles.

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© 2007 Nawfal Nur, All Rights Reserved

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Little did I know that my wife would be coming home with an interesting photography challenge for me. However, proved to be a much needed break from the monotony of the day, and an educational-cultural experience that I had not expected.

KSK (Kelab Skuter Klasik), from Kuala Terengganu, is a branch of the Classic Vespa Scooter Club, here in Malaysia. This group was on a Vespa Scooter Convoy, in honor of the 50th year of Malaysian Independence (Merdeka).

Their ride started on the 22nd of August and would finish up on the 31st of August. They traveled from Kuala Terengganu to various stops, and ended up in Penang on the 27th of August, I had the opportunity to take some photographs of their classic, Italian Vespas. Their next destination was somewhere in Kedah.

Now, take into consideration that my Penang dialect of the Malay language is kind of atrocious, so I was trying to communicate badly with my Penang dialect, with dudes who were speaking perfectly great Terengganu-Malay dialect – what a fantastic interaction we had!

Here’s how this whole photo-shoot came about: My wife was coming home from work and noticed a group of about 20 guys, milling around a colorful array of vintage Vespa motor scooters. She naturally knew that I would want to photograph their bikes, and get a story out of it – that’s just the way I am!

The group of riders were resting near our home, about a 10-minute walk away. They had all gathered in an empty parking lot, out front of an unscrupulous night club: It gets shut down about every year for violations of various laws – that scummy place is a true ‘Menace To Society!’ However, where there’s scum, there is filth, and the two seem to exist in a symbiosis that benefits both sides, and leaves the neighborhood in disgust, but that’s another story.

My wife arrived home and told me the story of the scooter riders from Terengganu. After hearing her ‘CLIFFS NOTES’ version, I knew I needed to drop what I was doing, grab a camera and race over to the gathering.

It was 7:00PM when I left the house and the light outside was transforming into a light tobacco color. I knew I had little time to take some shots with available light, which is naturally my preference for this type of work. Artificial light coming from the camera, when shooting objects that range in distance from near to far, it tends to wash out the nearby objects and leaves the distant subjects in a fog of darkness. With limited time and no way to gather additional lighting equipment, I had to make due with my camera with a built in flash.

When I approached the riders, they seemed a bit perplexed: I can imagine some were thinking, “Why is this Mat Salleh (White Guy), coming up to us and checking out our rides?

I noticed that there were more scooters than riders, so some people were missing from their group of some 20 bikes. Maybe some had already gone for a bite to eat. Nevertheless, about 12 members had stayed behind with their rides.

I started by giving the group, the traditional Muslim “Salaam”, and no matter where you go, no matter what your ethnicity, or color of skin, a Muslim can break the ice with another Muslim by giving a heart-felt “Assalaam’mualaikum!” (Meaning: “Peace Be Upon You!”)

After that, I began the conversation with “Apa Khabar?” (How are you?), and then things went from there. I ran into some bumps and hills along the conversational journey, but I was generally making “heads & tails” of what was being said.

I asked them if I could take some photographs, and they were obliging. It didn’t appear that they had made any announcements to the Press, or had any Public Relations Plan for their trip. I assumed their long trip from Kuala Terengganu to Penang, and then Kedah, was simply out of patriotism for Malaysia’s special 50th birthday celebration, and for comradery with other Vespa club members.

The club members comprised of a mixture of seasoned, older riders, and very enthusiastic younger men; I would estimate their ages from 25 to 60 years old. Not that “fine lines” or “deep crevices” in the facial skin is a major concern of most men, you can still get a general estimate of a man’s age by their degree of “face linage.”

The younger club members were riding their father’s motor scooters. And, I imagine, the fathers had made similar trips for previous Merdeka Day celebrations. The scooters they were riding, were from the years 1964 to 1979. I’m sure that some of the club members were considerably younger than the older Vespas in their convoy.

Each bike had some elaborate decoration on it, along with one or more Malaysian flags (Jalur Gemilang), and were fastened somewhere on the handlebars or the back ends of the scooters. Each scooter, I noticed, was equipped with a spare tire, a few tools, bottles of water and odds & ends that may be necessary for a long trip.

By the time the chit-chat was over, and I had received their permission to take the shots, the sun was dropping behind the hills and it was already 7:10PM. I knew I was dangerously close to running out of usable ambient light, and I had to quickly pick a theme for this photo-essay, and then shoot as many shots as possible to cover the theme. If that wasn’t enough, to do it all in less than 30-minutes was a chore, but a pleasant one.

I chose to concentrate on the details of the antique Vespa scooters. And, coming from a Fine Art background and preferring that style, I decided to shoot this story in that way. Daylight was burning away fast and I didn’t want to depend too much on the flash in my camera, a very trusty and dependable Canon A620, that works fantastically in the studio for my Fine Art work, but not ideal for photojournalism. Nevertheless, it was the camera I had in my hands, and I was adjusting and adapting as I lost light.

The bikes were parked haphazardly in the parking lot, so I weaved in and out of the bikes looking for outstanding examples of Vespa craftsmanship, and handmade scooter accessories. There was a decorative eagle gracing the front bumper of one bike. A metal viking decoration on the front plate of another, and a hand stamped chrome visor with an outline of a scooter gracing the headlamp of another bike. It was a treasure trove of photographic goodies.

It wasn’t the most organized photo shoot I’ve been involved in, I have to admit that. All that I knew was that I had about 20 minutes to photograph. Plus, these guys weren’t paid models, so I didn’t want to take too much of their time; they were tired after a long, hot day’s ride and were still looking for a hotel where they could rest for the night.

Before it was time to “call the game due to darkness,” (See Note 1, below), I thought it may be nice to get a group shot of a few of the members with their scooters. The only suitable spot to line them up was on the sidewalk. That also meant that the only suitable spot to take photographs was from the middle of a very busy metropolitan roadway! It wasn’t the safest spot to plant myself for taking photographs, but I’m a bit crazy, and thought…”Why Not!

By this time, my wife had come back to observe the shoot: So, I put her to work!

She became the translator for me, to explain what I wanted from the members, and where to place the bikes. She also helped with the art direction: She’s multi-talented!

Yeah, OK! Technically, at this point, I should have been setting up some extra lighting: I’m a disgrace to “Strobists” everywhere! (See Note 2, below).

I knew that I should have a couple remote speedlights to get a decent group shot. But Hey! I was just trying to time traffic properly, to “safely” jump into the middle of the speedway for a few seconds; grab a shot, and then leap out of the way before getting run over by lunatic drivers. Attempting to set up strobes in the middle of the road seemed like lunacy to me, so I ditched that idea and just took a few shots with the tiny internal flash, and hoping for the best.

By 7:40PM, the sun had dropped out of sight behind the hills and the shooting was over.

We said our goodbyes to the members and wished them luck and safe journey for the rest of their convoy around North Malaysia. At that point, my wife and I were about to head home. It was sort of funny, as we were about to leave, one of the guys asked my wife, who I am in relationship to her. She explained that I was her husband. I guess, I just assumed they knew she was married to the crazy white-dude!

I spent the remainder of the evening getting the shots reviewed, edited, and then re-edited. I drafted a letter to a local newspaper, believing that this story would be a good Merdeka, local interest item. Links to the images were provided in the email to the Editor, so it would be easy for them to view the shots online, and at their leisure. I made it clear that if they did not reply to my correspondence, then I would be publishing the story and photographs to my Photography Journals (“Behind the Lens“). Sad to say….I didn’t hear anything from the Newspaper.

Well, their loss, I guess. I suppose if another newspaper or magazine wants to pick up this story, then that would be great – just contact me with details.

Otherwise, I’m just happy to know that I fulfilled what I felt was a “mission” to get this dedicated group of Vespa Club Members, some exposure about their historic, 50th Merdeka celebration, scooter convoy.

Note 1: An old Baseball ruling [started around 1930’s], where during doubleheaders, a daylight game could be stopped by the Umpire due to darkness, because the stadium lights weren’t allowed to be turned on during the daylight game. In the 1950’s, this ruling was relaxed.

Note 2: “Strobist” is a photography blog on professional lighting with Speedlights and other small flash units.

Photography Details:
Camera
: Canon A620
Place: Penang
Time: I only had about an half hour with them, from 7:10PM to 7:40PM. It started getting quite dark, so shooting conditions were NOT ideal. I had to use higher ISO settings and weak flash caused some problems (ARGH! ) However, under the circumstances, I did my best!
Software: Some retouching (reduce digital noise ) with Noiseware, and Lighting/Contrast adjustments with PhotoImpact 10.

Frustrations in the Digital Age!

The Drama Begins…it’s 22 June 2007…

Reader’s Advisory: This is going to be one of those rare ‘bitch & moan’ sessions, an infrequent rant that you shan’t see too often here at “Behind the Lens.” That being the case, buckle up kiddies; it’s going to be a long, bumpy ride!

If life was the TV Series “Get Smart“, I’m sure I’d be living in the “Chaos Organization” (and I’m pretty sure that phrase is an oxymoron, LOLOL ).

The Underlying Problem:

I’ll tell’ya: I’m not sure how it is where you are living, but I’m considerably ‘ticked’ with the unavailability of older photography technology & tools. Where I live, if it isn’t “Popular “, or if the suppliers don’t think they can sell stock in a week, then, God Forbid, they just ‘ain’t’ gun’na carry it any more, no way, no how!

The Big Decision:

I decided to ‘sacrifice ‘ (although I think it was a good sacrifice), one of my three box cameras and I modified it for usage: I spent two days revamping it to make it usable. Of the three cameras, I chose to work on my No.2A Brownie Box Camera, Model B.

No 2A Brownie-Full Shot

No. 2A Brownie, Model B, Circa. 1907 – “Modified”
Additions: Skylight Filter with threads for more Filtration and Scratch-proof cloth on the inside film track.
Lighting for the photos in this entry: Two 3G+Plus 30 Watts, Twist Bulbs. Camera on White Poster Board.
In-Camera Flash used – Flash Bias 0.33 EV

This was a killer decision: Do I keep the camera the way it is, and never experience using it? Or, screw up the antique value, but have some new, and totally unique photographic experience? Well, I chose the ‘new experience‘ option.

This camera dates somewhere between 1907 and 1924; and as far as I found, 1924 was when the No.2A was discontinued. The original cost of this camera was around $3.00 – maybe a good chunk of change for the times.

No 2A Brownie-Patents

No. 2A Brownie Camera with U.S. Patents information. The 1894 patents (for example) refer to other models of Eastman Kodak cameras. There were several glass plate (No. 6 glass plate folding), and KODET cameras first manufactured in 1894 (No. 4 Folding KODET cameras). I’m assuming these patents refer to other camera models and their unique technology or design.

The Cleaning & Restoration Process:

I cleaned off the dirt, dust and grit/mold from the outer surfaces of the lens, inner box and viewing screens. The camera lens was in really good shape, but I still needed to remove some dirt from the glass surface. For that, I used cotton swabs first, and then, I pushed a scratch proof lens cloth into the lens cavity (on the outside front portion of the box) and swirled it around a few times to polish the glass, just a little.

No 2A Brownie-Lens from Inside

View from inside the camera, looking through the lens.

One of the film rollers had gone AWOL; thus, I had to do something about how the film would roll from one spool to the other spool without getting scratched. Without the tiny metal rollers, film would rub on bare metal as it is advanced around the corners. To solve this problem, I glued some pieces of scratch-proof cloth on the inner edge where the film would make the turn into the area where it is exposed to light (see below ).

No 2A Brownie-Top Film Holder

View from the top, film spool cavity. The end roller disappeared; thus, to avoid film scratches as the film turns the corner, I glued scratch-proof lens cloth along the film track.

Cosmetically, the camera was in very good condition, but there were some needed repairs. I used wood epoxy to fill some cracks in the corners of the wood box covering, and the epoxy also came in handy to fill some ‘pot-holes’ and ‘dings’ that were natural signs of wear and tear. After the glue was dry, I used black marker paint to put the color back over the epoxy.

The final ‘fix ‘ was my own modification: I Super Glued a 52mm Skylight filter over the outside of the lens. Essentially, the camera lens in the Brownie, as far as I understand, is a meniscus lens. A meniscus lens is one that has both convex and concave properties, but the curvatures are equal. I don’t think the Brownie lens has much, or any UV protection. So, the addition of the Skylight filter was my little modification on the outside, to get better results on the inside. Of course, the filter has threads, so now I can stack other filters if I want to, to get different results.

No 2A Brownie-Light thru Lens

Front of Camera View: I Super Glued the filter to the case, which works great! However, if I do it over again, I would use Wood Epoxy instead. Why? Because Super Glue tends to leave a hazy film on glass as it dries (the whitish discoloring around the edge of the glass). I got lucky in that the hazy film did not extend into the view of the lens opening. Cosmetically, I can cover that area further with black Marker Paint (I like the MonAmi brand), which also acts as a do-it-yourself, painted on, lens hood.

The Original Film:

The No. 2A camera originally took 116 Kodak film, which is slightly wider than 120 film. 116 film is 6.5cm x 11cm (2 1/2in x4 1/4in). 120 film in this camera turns out a 6cm x 11cm negative! That awesome!

120 film is not a perfect fit, but 120 film can, well sort of, be used in this box camera: It’s a pretty good fit, but it basically sits in the film crevice loosely if you do not modify the film spool with extenders. I just let it flap in the breeze, so to speak. Maybe someday I will work on spool extenders for this camera.

Getting Film:

After all the camera modifications and repairs were completed, I headed off to my ‘trusty ‘ (I use the word loosely ) camera shop. Like most other shops here (if not all others ), they have all but abandoned film. In fact, the manager of the shop had to take a trip to one of their other stores to get me a roll of 120 film. Basic 35mm film is still available in limited varieties, but anything special is difficult to obtain.

That brought back memories: I was having trouble getting my hands on B&W paper and chemicals about 8 years ago, and now, no one wants to be bothered with a good stock of 120 film. (See further below to read about my imported Kodak paper, horror story! )

For the purely digital shooter, the lack of film products is no biggy. However, for Fine Art Photographers, and photographers wanting to do something different than all the digital stuff that’s flooding the world, stock of anything film, is almost as difficult to find as the proverbial needle in a haystack. Don’t get me wrong, I really enjoy digital photography and have embraced it with open arms; however, when the mood strikes me, I also want to be able to do film work.

Anyway, I finally got my hands on a “rare” roll of 120 Kodak Professional 160 ASA Film. It didn’t really fit into the camera all that well – another modification would need to be made to adjust the spool (extenders or something), so I just let the film ‘float ‘ in the top spool crevice where 116 film would naturally go.

I loaded the film, shut and secured the outer covering of the camera, and then wound the film a few cranks until I believed the unexposed portion of film was in place for the first frame. This is what is called ‘flying by the seat of your pants’ : I had no clue as to how many cranks to wind the film so that the next unexposed portion of film would be in the right position. Nevertheless, one website forum mentioned 2 and 1/2 to 3 full-cranks, and that is what I used as my guideline.

The manual for this camera (a PDF on-line copy), mentions typical time exposures for the smallest lens opening (and there are three apertures that are available, and are changed by moving the largest vertical lever up and down ) is 1 to 3 seconds, that is, when shooting 2 and 1/2 hours after sunrise of before sunset.

The Test Run:

It was time for a test run: Around 6pm on 24 June 2007, I took the camera out for a try. The sky was nice and blue and lots of white puffy clouds. Sunset is around 7:20 PM this time of year, and does not vary much because of being located very close to the Equator .

Taking photographs with this camera was NOT easy. After this trial run, I have a new found respect for all photographers before me who attempted to be working photographers and using these cameras: It’s not cake!

A Few Inconveniences:

The first inconvenience of using this camera is that there is NO tripod thread. My Kodak No. 3 Bulls Eye has a nice bronze tripod thread, but this one does not.

I had to outline the tripod head mount with Faber-Castell Tack-It, (love that stuff ), and then I had to push the camera down firmly into the Tack-It so the camera wouldn’t fall off the tripod. Worked Great!

The second problem was the viewfinders: The viewfinders on this camera are slightly fungus-covered, and they are like looking through foggy glasses…not very useful. I got a ‘general’ line-of-sight view of the scene through the viewfinders by just pointing the camera at the subject, and then looking at the fuzzy scene in the glass. I used a spirit bubble level to get the camera squared with the world, and then hoped for the best.

After all the securing, pointing and leveling was completed, a photograph was ready to be taken.

Taking a Photograph:

For time exposures with the greatest depth-of-field, the large vertical lever must be extended upward all the way. This setting brings the smallest aperture into place – that is, into alignment with the lens.

The smaller vertical lever is the shutter lock lever. You have to pull out (up) the shutter lock lever, hold your breath (for luck), flip the shutter release lever, count One-thousand-one, One-thousand-two, One-thousand-three, etc. When you have reached the extent of your exposure counting, flip the shutter release lever in the opposite direction to close the shutter. You need to do all of these steps and manipulations without bumping the camera too much, which may make the jiggling noticeable on the film, or, knocking the camera off the tripod.

One more thing I needed to consider was to add another second or two to the total exposure time: Because of all the lever manipulations that need to be done during the time-exposure, more than likely, the film is exposed longer than the actual count time.

Definitely, the Box Camera photo taking process is not even close to the convenience of digital technology, but it is a good experience, and a real test of hand-eye-brain coordination.

The End of the Film Roll:

By the time the film crank would not advance any more, I had only taken six Exposures! Yeap, only six. I didn’t even know for sure if the film was advancing until I hit the end of the roll, and that was a considerable relief knowing that the film was moving along inside .

I wrote down the exposure times so that I could gauge how many seconds is the best for a good negative. The exposure range for this first roll of film was from 2 to 6 seconds, and I took two shots of differing exposures of three subjects.

I wasn’t sure if the camera shop would properly open up the camera and remove the film, so I did that myself.

Film Rewind & Removal:

Late at night, with only a subdued light on, I placed the camera inside a non-transparent, black garbage bag, and then over the top of that I positioned a sheet of black velvet material (just for good measure). I inserted my hands under the velvet, and then into the black garbage bag and opened the camera, and then rewound the film onto the 120 film spool, trying NOT to fingerprint the film surface too much. A small strip of masking tape held the film in place on the spool, and then I inserted the film into a small black bag (all this was done in the darkness of the garbage bag ).

The next day, I took the film back to the shop. Developing the film was not an issue: 40-minutes later, the negatives were developed and the technicians were shocked! The negatives were huge: Not 6×7 as they originally suggested, but a monstrous 6×11 panoramic negative. Only four of the six shots were recorded properly on the film, meaning that the first two shots I took were already exposed to light when loading the camera (most likely ).

No 2A Brownie-Lens horizontal

This is why the No. 2A gives a very dramatic 6×11, Panoramic-type of image. The film stretches a long way across the back of the camera. It’s also why I only got six shots out of the roll of 120 film.

Of the four negatives that seemed to look OK, only two were judged to be usable because they showed pretty good contrast and exposure. I have determined that for Kodak 160ASA Professional Film, even 6-seconds is not quite sufficient time at the smallest aperture size. At 6:00 or 7:00 PM, and using 160 ASA film, I would stretch it to 10-seconds if shooting on a nice cloudy day with deep blue skies. Maybe 15-seconds if shooting in the shade .

The ‘Stickiness of Photography Technology:

Photography technology is fantastic today considering all the digital breakthroughs and developments; nevertheless, I quickly discovered that photography technology, as least in the developing world, is not ‘Sticky ‘.

Here’s what I mean by ‘Stickiness‘: Great photographic technologies from the past are soon shoved under the table and no longer feasible, wanted, nor do they appear to have a return on the investment. Ah ha! That is, except Leica Cameras! :^)

These older photography technologies and “tools” are considered out-of-date, unpopular modes of recording scenes as soon as the next decade comes along with “better photography stuff“. With digital photography, many shooters need to upgrade equipment every two years (or so), just to keep up with the game (and digital quality standards ).

My trusted photo shop didn’t even have the proper scanner to scan the 6×11 negatives, let alone a chemical darkroom where the negatives could be printed the “old-fashioned” way. I’m wondering if any of the professional shooters here even have a chemical darkroom in this day and age? If any do, that may solve my problem!

The Big Lie!

When I asked how long it would take to get scans of my negatives, here’s what I was told: “We’ll send them out for scanning and they should be done by 6:00 PM today .” Today, meaning 25 June 2007.

I went back to the shop at 6:00 PM, and I was told, “Sorry, the scanner is broken, hardly ever used, and will take about 4-days to repair and get the digital files done for you .”

I know I could have shot 1,000 digital images in three or four days, but I wanted to prove to myself (and NOW, the camera shop ), that creative photography is still very worthwhile and interesting, especially when taken by unconventional means, like with a Box Camera.

So what could I do? I had to wait; and, I’m still waiting. Now, it’s way past the 4-days they originally told me.

“It’s Not Popular Anymore” Bullshit!

I was thinking about this, “Oh, it’s not popular anymore,” excuse that camera shop technicians give to me. It would appear, if I’m thinking properly, that photographers are getting the short end of the stick. That is, if a photographer wants to use anything other than digital cameras these days, they are going to have to bark up many trees before they find what they need.

You may ask: “Why don’t you just order analog products from outside the country?” Yeah, I’ve experienced that before! Tell me, what is it that the Customs Department did not understand about the words: “CAUTION – FRAGILE CONTENTS – LIGHT SENSITIVE PHOTOGRAPHIC PAPER INSIDE – DO NOT EXPOSE TO LIGHT !”

Guess what these dumb-asses did…they opened my very expensive boxes of Kodak Fine Art B&W Paper and exposed all my paper to the light. This was a very expensive lesson that I will not soon forget, nor will I try it again. They even charged me an excessive duty on the paper because they believed it could be purchased in the country. What a sick joke !

“The Instant Artist” and how this ‘mentality’ may be partially to blame for me not being able to get my negatives scanned”:

Many, if not most, of the camera supply shops here, cater to the “instant artist .” Or at least, photogs who will no longer need, nor want film for any of their work. I.E., most all photographic specialists, except Fine Art Photographers.

May I be so bold as to suggest, that it would appear that most all other types of artists have been affected much less negatively by technology than Fine Art Photographers. That seems, at least, to be the case in some parts of the world. I can, and I admit, I only speak from my experiences with this frustration, within my little geographic location. Perhaps I’m living in a vacuum, a space totally devoid of older photographic “tools”, gadgets and supplies.

Possibly, it is because the camera goods suppliers tend to adhere to the “Instant Artist Mentality“, and they propagate this mentality by supplying items that will drive the biggest sales rushes, and by pushing the most popular, and the most modern photography products. Forget about creative choice and individuality in making photographs: Remember, if it’s not popular, then it’s History!

Maybe this simply isn’t the way Fine Art Photographers think! I can only speak for myself in this journal.

Yes, business is business, and the bottom line, is the bottom line. Even Fine Art Photographers must be concerned with making a living and a profit. I can sympathize with the pain, blood, sweat and tears, and the moments of triumph and victory of running your own business. I’m just not quite convinced that creative Fine Art Photographers need to abandon film technologies totally to run a successful and creative business. A better question may be this: Why should Fine Art Photographers be forced to abandon film options when creating their work…why?…just because the local suppliers don’t want to carry the items any longer?

I think that Brookes Jensen is absolutely correct when he said the following in his Pod Cast, “The Instant Artist“, and I guess I would consider that it is perfectly appropriate to quote Brookes here because I think the “Instant Artist Mentality” is one of the main reasons why I am facing such a hell-of-a problem getting my negatives scanned. Here’s what Brookes said regarding “The Instant Artist “:

“In this day and age of the instantaneous success, where people are expected, almost, to succeed overnight…where digital cameras make us instantly successful photographers because the technology supposedly makes photography so easy. In this day and age where we are training our youngsters to become instantly successful, I wonder if the age of the 25-year preparation is behind us. Where will photography be 25-years from now? Will it be celebrating the people who are just picking up the camera today? Or will we be still looking 25-years from now; for the instant success; the rocket to stardom; from someone who picked up a camera 24 and a half years from now.”

A Quick Comparison – Artists vs. Technology:

Here’s a very quick comparison of some art-types versus technology. I’m sure I’m missing some types of artists, nevertheless, let’s do some comparing, and this is only a quick look at the effects of technology on SOME types of art makers and performers.

Dancers use their feet – they don’t even need shoes and they can still dance beautifully all over the place. They’ve been doing this for thousands of years. Nike or Adidas won’t make dancers better…

Painters from all ages in time still use pigments/paints/blood or whatever, and they apply it to surfaces with a brush, knife, sponge, spray or their fingers. No short supply of tools due to technology.

Sculptors of old and of new still use chisel and hammer, knife, or more drastic tools like jackhammers, dynamite, acids, arc-welding tools or whatever. No matter where the sculptor technology goes in the future, it will always be easy to get your hands on a sharp tool and something to pound on it with to make an artwork. Stone, wood, metal and marble can be obtained pretty conveniently and we probably won’t see much change in the supply of these raw materials in the foreseeable future (not sure about wood and marble ). Much of these raw materials can be obtained FREE!

Actors/ Singers/ Orators have needed a voice, a stage, props, some sort of lighting (daylight/moonlight), and an audience. Not much change there. I suppose only actors with horrible voices were much affected when movies went from silent films to “talkies”. The classic, “Romeo and Juliet “, can be performed when a stage is illuminated with electric flood lights, or under the moonlight. The story stays the same.

However, if a Photographer wants a simple roll of Ilford B&W film (of any size ), it is like asking the camera shop owner if he wants Malaria, and you get about the same look.

An important tool for some photographers, like Black & White film, for which I could get 5 or 8 years ago, is now all but extinct, or in short supply, especially medium or large format film.

Some photographers would disagree with me on some of my statements: Some may think that there are even more choices with the addition of digital technology. Digital cameras of all shapes and sizes are flying out of the factories faster than we can keep up with them all.

Well, I agree: If you live in a geographic location where film and film services are widely accessible, then yes, you have film and digital choices galore! You probably have more choices available to you than ever before in Photography’s History. You should feel blessed as a Fine Art Photographer, that you still have a wide tablet of creative choices in your basket of tools, to allow you to create fine art work of all types, in analog and digital, that is readily and easily available to you.

Conclusion:

Maybe the camera shop merchants think I’m nuts that I want to do something totally different and run a few rolls of film through an antique box camera.

If the images don’t turn out great, then hey, no big deal. It may be a little disappointing, but I would have discovered something about what can be (or, can’t be) done with my Brownie camera.

After all, art is somewhat about the act of discovery. However, when the technology of photography from the past gets erased as new ones are developed, then the choices for modern day photographers to experience and discover the history of photography ( hands-on) becomes limited, difficult and sometimes, impossible. I think that’s a damned shame!

I have a feeling that the situation in the States, the UK and some select EU countries is considerably better, and this experience I’m having is a trend more in the developing world; nevertheless, I could be wrong.

The Drama as of Today…18 July 2007…

As of today, I still have not been contacted by the Photo Lab. I have, nonetheless, stopped into the shop once a week since the drama has started. They have not done the scans of my negatives, and as far as I know, they may just be blowing smoke in my general direction as if I will forget they have my negatives. I’m not quite sure why the proprietor believes this is good business?

I’ve thought of trying other shops in my area. The drawback here is that typically, for this type of specialty job, most of the general photo shops send their negatives to the same guy; the guy with the broken scanner.

So what is a photographer to do? Do we give up on all of the “ancient ” photography skills, technology and processes, just because the product suppliers do not think it is “popular” any more? Do we have a choice, especially here in the developing world where there may be little demand for these older, creative photography processes and technologies?

Some people may suggest that we must embrace the changes and accept them without frustration and thought. I have embraced the change: I mostly shoot digital! HOWEVER, I don’t always want to shoot digital. Maybe I want to use my Nikon F for many more years. Maybe now that I’ve discovered how interesting and challenging the Box Camera is, that I want to explore it even more deeply and creatively.

So, who gets to decide where the photographic artist takes their art: The Artist, or the Photo Supplier/Photo Manufacturers.

Because this is my experience and my frustration, I can honestly say that I’m a little “Pissed-off” about this experience. I am totally frustrated that a simple negative scan, of a large negative, is so damned difficult to get my hands on!

Wake-up Brothers and Sisters of Fine Art Photography! Creative-Exploration of Photography may soon, or someday, be out of the control of our hands and our minds!

I think it is way beyond time to draw that line in the sand: I have decided today is their final chance to deliver the digital scans.

Maybe a general/local book publisher would have a scanner suitable for this job. Although, more than likely they have also all gone with a digital work-flow by now: They may have scrapped their drum scanners by now because the digital image files are coming directly from the camera or computer.

Please, someone from Kuala Lumpur shed some light of hope on this issue in my on-going quest to get my 6×11 negatives scanned. I have not totally given up hope on someone, somewhere in Penang, still having decent scanning capabilities, with equipment that actually works now, not when spare parts arrive from another galaxy.

Confound their politics,
Frustrate their knavish tricks
.”
[Henry Carey – 1693-1743]

The curtain closes. This drama is more than likely, to be continued…

Or, is it more similar to a Greek Tragedy…

PS: The Followup…

4:51 PM, Wednesday, 18 July 2007: I just returned from the camera shop and guess what they said: “We’re still waiting for the spare parts to show up.” I said, thanks but no thanks, I’ll take my negatives back now and try something else.

PSS: 19 July 2007…Samples of the Brownie Images!

I am not sure what got into me; however, about 2:00 AM last night, I got the idea that I’m NOT going to let these people at the Photo Shop STOP me from being a creative photographer. I don’t intentionally do this, but I do it naturally. If someone tells me that they can not do something for me, like this fiasco with my negatives not being scanned, then I usually rebel! In these cases, that usually means that I find a way to do it myself.

Here’s what I did: I placed the two negatives on my light table. I took macro images of these negatives. Then, in Paint Shop Pro, I made negatives of the negatives: Two Negatives make a Positive – Right? Wrong.

It makes a blueish image of a photo negative. So, I scratched the PSP and moved on to Photo Impact 10, which is a really great program. I went back to the original photos of the negatives and then in the Photo Adjustment Wizard tool, I started adding and subtracting colors at various levels. Adjusting contrast and saturation. And, cleaned up some of the natural dust spots from the negatives. Eventually, I came out with some very interesting images from the negatives. And almost by accident, the effects of what I did, rendered two of the most unique images I’ve ever made – analog or digital.

They are not the cleanest images in the world, but they are unique. The rim effect from a box camera is almost like a fingerprint that makes it distinguishable from any other image, from any other camera. On one image (“Two Boats Stuck in the Mud“), I cropped the rim, but you can clearly see the “fingerprint ” rim effect in the pagoda image.

The long wait is simply over because I took matters into my own hands. As soon as I can locate someone who can scan my negatives, I’ll have it done. But for now, I’m happy with the results of my experimentation. It is the act of discovery, the real reason Fine Art Photographers do what they do .

Damn the photo equipment suppliers, because they simply don’t get it! They really don’t get why Fine Art Photographers do what they do, nor do they understand what is needed and what is sacrificed in the striving for excellence and creativity.  Fine Art Photographers move to the beat of a slightly different drummer, and I guess this is just not understood by everyone.

Negative of the Negative - Two Boats Stuck in Mud, Edit D-1wp

Title: “Two Boats Stuck in the Mud”
Taken on 24 June 2007 in Penang, off Gurney Drive.
Camera: No. 2A KODAK Brownie, Model B, circa. 1907.
Film: KODAK PROFESSIONAL 160 ASA, 120 FILM
Filters: Skylight
Exposure: About 4 Seconds at 6:30 PM, Smallest of the three aperture settings.
Tripod: SLIK ABLE 300DX

Negative of the Negative - Reclining Buddha Temple Pagoda, Edit B-1wp

Title: “Pagoda at the Siamese, Reclining Buddha Temple”
Taken on 24 June 2007 in Penang, Jalan Kelawai.
Camera: No. 2A KODAK Brownie, Model B, circa. 1907.
Film: KODAK PROFESSIONAL 160 ASA, 120 FILM
Filters: Skylight
Exposure: About 6 Seconds at 6:50 PM, Smallest of the three aperture settings.
Tripod: SLIK ABLE 300DX

 

Gum Balls under Glass

Gum Balls under Glass
Hi All! I know I haven’t been around much of late…Well, I’ve been shooting a lot so I hope to get a portfolio of some new images up here for you to see. Well, this image is called, “Gum Balls Under Glass,” and I have submitted it to the Creative License category of JPG Magazine. If you have a minute or two, please click on the photo, or here, to go to my image and vote for it…THANKS!

Morning Glory, v.2 – Being Dedicated & Follow Your Heart

Morning Glory, v2, Edit Bwp

Title:”Morning Glory, v.2″
Collection: “High-Key Scanography”
(c) 2007 Nawfal Nur
All Rights Reserved

“Dedicated to the real photographers of the world – to those who, with their second-hand equipment and their makeshift darkrooms, are today fighting their solitary battles with their recalcitrant medium, not for money or for glory, but because they would rather make pictures than anything else in the world. -William Mortensen, “Mortensen on the Negative”, by William Mortensen, Simon and Schuster, 1940.

I would tend to agree with Mortensen, with one addition: With almost any art form, there is no point doing it if you do not love it; and being an artist, you must face the task of fighting all the trials and tribulations that go along with being creative. Keeping that in mind, if you love what you do, then the money and glory may then follow.I found the following citation from a Steve Jobs speech, which I thought was quite appropriate for this entry:

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” [Source: http://news-service.stanford.edu/news/2005/june15/jobs-061505.html This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.]